time keeps pushing me on now.

and i'll ride this wave till the end.

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i have deduced that my life occurs in four year cycles. right now i feel exactly the same way i did around christmastime my freshman year of high school: under appreciated, overwhelmed, and impossibly lost.

similarities:

  • broke up with a boyfriend november 2000 - broke up with a boyfriend november 2004
  • spent christmas 2000 alone - am currently spending this christmas alone
  • freshman year of high school i received a drumset for christmas - this year i received a trumpet
  • first semester freshman year i received the worst grades of my high school career - right now my college gpa is 2.75
  • freshman year i had a two and a half week fling with alex - right now i am parading around several boys i have absolutely no real interest in

    while we're reminiscing...
    12/18/2000:
    christmas is in one week. wow. it came FAST this year. like extremely. this entire year is flying by. if high school goes by at this rate, tomorrow i'll be in college. *shakes head* i sort of can't wait. everyone will go their separate ways. maybe then everyone will grow up. i for one am getting the hell out of michigan. maybe go somewhere warm. somewhere with an ocean.

    12/30/2000:
    you can't have everything. you don't always get what you want. some people will always love you .... some never will. don't waste your time on the ones who won't.

    my parents just gave me a memosa (or as mike would say, a "medusa"). mmmmm.

    paycheck for last wednesday through saturday = $139.77

    the filling that i had fixed on my front tooth ten days ago broke off AGAIN. i was also informed last week that i will probably have to have my wisdom teeth removed this summer. dentists suck.


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    earlier this school year, i saw a lot of similarities to my life freshman year of high school as well. maybe a big change in your life just has similar effects on the rest of your life. look at it this way- you lived through it before and you came out a better person. things can only get better for both of us! haha. and parading around boys can be fun (as long as no one gets hurt)! merry christmas, kristen. <3 rachel

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