new S2 layout. i figured out how to add a picture (yes, the once elementary things are now SO HARD to do)!!! it's hot.
i realized last night that kelly's lakehouse will be completely different than last year due to the lack of matt & mike. they were so entertaining last summer! (kathy says "my boys" = "matty and mikey". damn straight.) i have pictures of them licking each others' faces in the back of kelly's van, mike giving matt a lapdance, and of course mike wearing the jingle bells/balls over his swim trunks. oh good times. WHERE ARE YOU FUN THAT I HAD LAST SUMMER?! errrrrr.
perhaps i will find my fun tomorrow @ cedar point (FUCK YOU, THUNDERSTORMS). or this weekend @ kelly's. or july 29-31 (extravagant weekend #1).
dude. i would like to take this moment to point out that this is the longest i've been single since i started dating. is it pathetic that i can't get a guy? or more pathetic that i can't seem to live happily without one?
actually, i think it's most pathetic that i continue to let myself be a piece of ass.
i'm not sure why i am choosing this moment to be upset with myself.
i've burned a few bridges that need to be rebuilt. then there's a few that can stay burned for all i care.
i need to get that program for my cell phone that doesn't let you call certain numbers after a certain time. i'm so afraid of screwing life up further for myself. but so far this summer i've been good about laying off the drunk dials (probably because i've been drunk a grand total of ... two? three? times). the only ones i did make were harmless.
i love the paid accounts poll feature. and i bet you do, too. ;)
is 9/16" too big for my ears?
i'm coming home after class today. do you want to hang out with me?